Wishing

I wish...

For a whole nights unbroken sleep

That i didn't feel so tired all the time

That i knew how i will be with this next little one

That some people who think it's great to start fires had a heart / soul

That i had a cleaner :-)

That Bear did not get so upset when going to daycare :-(

That money grew on trees

now all that self pity is out of the way....

It's been a rough few days...coz Bear has been up for over an hour an a half most nights....not really anything wrong just up.....and coupled with the fact that I've some down with some kind of virus...it does not make for a well mummy.

But on a positive note...i do have a home, my family and friends still here so that is good......

Plus in reading a lot of others blogs i seem to have had a very good childhood...no major dramas, no real problems....

so thanks Mum & Dad for all that you have done for me!!!

Love you both xxx