Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Strange Dreams

Over the last few nights my dreams have been strange indeed...

They all seem to centre around me losing my children in some form or another...

Last nights dream was...

I was at a new years eve party...with the children and i was having a good time when all of a sudden it's 2 minutes to midnight and i cant seem to find two of my i had Bear (my son) with me but couldn't find my other son and daughter...

Now the very strange thing here is i only have two children a boy and a girl...

but in all my dreams lately there has always been another child and it's a boy and he is between my son and daughter in age so that would make him about 2...

Anyway i then try to get my phone to work to call hubby / friends about the missing children but you know how it is in dreams you can never seem to dial the right numbers or even turn the phone on....

well a friend at the party tells me that my daughter bumped her head but it wasn't bad and she was taken away....take where...hubby has her.....

The dream ends with my trying to get my hubby to let me see my daughter...but he wont...

Strange but true

Blessed Be

Saturday, March 27, 2010

My New Dragon

Ok as I said I now have only one Dragon guide at the moment,but I don't think I could cope with anymore with this Dragon around!!!!

This new Dragon is old and he is now a rich ochre colour with gold under tones.
His name is Rtapu Cai which means Silent One. Rtapu comes from Arnhem Land.
Arnhem Land in Australia is the Aboriginal homeland where the Dreamtime lives in song and dance, where legend, myth and history interweave with today’s realities, where innumerable sacred sites are forever hidden from prying eyes, and where the white man (or any other non-Aboriginal person) is not allowed to enter.
This is no doubt a romanticised view of Arnhem Land in the Northern Territory in the Top End of Australia but it may be closer to reality than we think.
Yes, you can visit the peripheries of Arnhem Land, and glimpse a vision of what may lie within, but if you are non-Aboriginal, this is where it ends, and the mysteries of Arnhem Land remain.
Surprisingly, this Aboriginal homeland still carries its European name (after a Dutch ship which made the first European sighting of this region in 1623). But among the people who live there are many Aboriginal place names which invoke their Aboriginality and their past.
Occupying about 97,000 square kilometres of forests and spectacular rivers and gorges east of the Northern Territory capital of Darwin, Arnhem Land is an Aboriginal homeland and sacred to its people.
Those who visit Kakadu and venture east to Ubirr have only to look farther east beyond the East Alligator River to where Arnhem Land begins and no non-Aboriginal person is allowed except with express permission.
The earliest history of Eastern Arnhem Land is recorded in the paintings, dances and songs of the Yolngu , the Aboriginal people of the region, which tell of creation ancestors bringing lands and waters, people, animals and plants into being and laying down the Law that governs them all. The Law defines who owns and manages the lands and waters, essential features of Yolgnu identity and culture.

When I get anymore information about him i will pass it on.

Blessed Be

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

What's new

I have been wanting to write another blog post for a while now and I have started one a number of times...

But I never seem to finish them...

I cant seem to put into words my thoughts and feelings of the last few weeks.....

As I said in my last post the time of Mabon is now well and truly upon us.....we will be soon making ready for Samhain..which is when the veil between the between the world of the living and the world of the dead is the thinnest. At Samhain, Wiccans lay down their grief at the loss of loved ones and send their respects.

I feel that i am standing on the edge of something really big.....

Something that has been coming for a very long time....

Something that I have been expecting....but have no idea what it is....

Yet it feels very familiar.....

As if I have traveled this path before.....

In another life maybe or maybe I am tapping into the collective unconscious.....

My dreams have been vivid but I am unable to remember them...

Which for me is unusual as I have always been able to write my dreams down the next morning...or if a very vivid one that wakes my up, that night.....

The energies that are around me at present are very different but then again strangely familiar.....

The Dragons that normally work with have gone for the moment...and have been replaced by just one very old, wise and sometimes cranky Dragon...He is a sage amongst his kind which means he teaches the young hatching's the male energies of each element and will often take on apprentices from the hatching's that show promise. These apprentices still need to serve as Guardian Dragons but will normally only do so for a shorter period of time. Sages are also the guardians of ideas, power, change, time etc. They store these elements to be used as needed; we can as we learn to work more closely with Dragons use these when the time is right.

He told me, I will be taking the next step in my life's journey, and that he is here to guide me.....

He has given me his name but i will be sharing that and the other information concerning him in my next post as it's a story all on it's own....

I will also be combining this blog and my other blog on Dragons as He has let me know that part of the next step is to be more open about my workings and dealings with Dragons....

apologises for those that may have read some of the information coming up in the next few post but i will be expanding on them more....

So watch this space as they say....

Blessed Be

Friday, March 19, 2010


As we are coming into the energies that is Mabon.....

I have been doing a lot of reflecting.....


My life

My marriage

My kids

My current position on my spiritual path

My family

My friends....

and before i go into more depths on any of them I'd just like to give you some information about Mabon....

this is the time of the autumn equinox, and the harvest is winding down. The fields are nearly empty, because the crops have been plucked and stored for the coming winter. Mabon is the mid-harvest festival, and it is when we take a few moments to honor the changing seasons, and celebrate the second harvest. On or around September 21, for many Pagan and Wiccan traditions it is a time of giving thanks for the things we have, whether it is abundant crops or other blessings.

Demeter and Her Daughter

Perhaps the best known of all the harvest mythologies is the story of Demeter and Persephone. Demeter was a goddess of grain and of the harvest in ancient Greece. Her daughter, Persephone, caught the eye of Hades, god of the underworld. When Hades abducted Persephone and took her back to the underworld, Demeter's grief caused the crops on earth to die and go dormant. By the time she finally recovered her daughter, Persephone had eaten six pomegranate seeds, and so was doomed to spend six months of the year in the underworld. These six months are the time when the earth dies, beginning at the time of the autumn equinox.

So as to what i have been pondering....


My life it would seem to me to be coming full circle.....I feel that i have been in this time / place before...but then i feel i took a wrong turn from now it's time to look at the crossroads again and choose a different path.....

That said....on the path i chose i have learnt many lessons that i am grateful for...

This new path will see me in a happy and loving relationship with my Husband...

This new path will see me having a fun and happy time with my children....

This new path will see me enjoying being a full time mum.....

This new path will see me finishing the first of my 7 children's books that i am writing.....

This new path will see me learning the tarot and using my knowledge.....

This new path will see me loving my family more...

This new path will see me loving my Friends...all of them no matter what.....

This new path will see me enjoying all that life and love has to offer

Bleesed Be
Jewell xox

Monday, March 15, 2010

1st Tarot lesson

Today i had my first 1-1 tarot lesson....

I had a ball....

I was very nervous when Teach asked me to read the cards for her.....

I mean she is like the best i know at tarot...but i soon got over that...Teach put me at ease right from the start....

I learnt heaps and i am still buzzing from it.

I am hoping to do a lesson once a fortnight that way i can practice in the days in between...

Going to continue with picking a card each day and seeing what they mean to me.....

Today when we asked what was going on in 2010 for Teach we got 3 major cards.....
You hardly ever seen 3 major cards come out in a reading...but yes with Teach it's always the norm!!!!

and for me...well Teach said that you don't often see the High Priestess card come out.....and i often get her in my own readings...and yes she appeared again today in mine...

we had a laugh over that one....

anyway off to play with cards again....

Jewell x


I'm selling a set of Tarot cards by Ciro Marchetti, Tarot of Dreams, brand new for only $20

To check out for awesome these cards are go to

If anyone is interested please email me

Jewell x

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Love my new tarot deck

I know i have probably said this a few time already but i am really loving my new Tarot deck....

Legacy of the Divine by Ciro Marchetti

In order to familiarise myself with them i have been picking a card must days and then just looking at the images and seeing what comes to me. I write these words / phase and then i look at the book that came with the cards to see if I'm on the right track.

I have to say in all honesty that i am getting what the meaning of the card is everytime. The book helps me to put my words into proper sentence and helps me to understand what that card could mean if it came up in a reading.

Cant wait to do a reading with them, just to see how i go.....

got my first 1-1 tarot lesson looking forward to it......

Jewell x

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Looks like fun

Instructions: The post is a list of 99 random things. Bold the ones that you yourself have done.
1. Started your own blog
2. Slept under the stars
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Tasmania
5. Watched a meteor shower
6. Given more than you can afford to charity
7. Been to Sea World
8. Climbed a mountain
9. Held a praying mantis

10. Sang a solo
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
13. Watched a lightning storm

14. Taught yourself an art from scratch
15. Adopted a child
16. Had food poisoning
17. Went to the top of Centrepoint Tower
18. Grown your own vegetables
19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France
20. Slept on an overnight train
21. Had a pillow fight

22. Hitch hiked
23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill
24. Built a snow man
25. Held a lamb
26. Gone skinny dipping

27. Run a Marathon
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice
29. Seen a total eclipse
30. Watched a sunrise or sunset
31. Hit a home run

32. Been on a cruise
33. Seen the Murray River in person
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
35. Seen an Amish community
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person
39. Gone rock climbing
40. Seen Michelangelo’s David
41. Sung karaoke
42. Crossed the Sydney Harbour Bridge

43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant
44. Visited Africa
45. Walked on a beach by moonlight
46. Been transported in an ambulance

47. Had your portrait painted
48. Gone deep sea fishing
50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling
52. Kissed in the rain
53. Played in the mud

54. Gone to a drive-in theater
55. Been in a movie
56. Visited Uluru
57. Started a business
58. Taken a martial arts class
59. Visited Russia
60. Served at a soup kitchen
61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies
63. Got flowers for no reason

64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma
65. Gone sky diving
66. Been to a jail
67. Bounced a check
68. Flown in a helicopter
69. Saved a favourite childhood toy

70. Visited the War Memorial in Canberra
71. Eaten Caviar
72. Pieced a quilt
73. Stood on the steps of the Sydney Opera House
74. Toured the Great Ocean Road
75. Been fired from a job
76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London
77. Broken a bone
78. Been a passenger on a motorcycle

79. Seen the Kimberleys in person
80. Published a book
81. Visited the Vatican
82. Bought a brand new car
83. Walked in Jerusalem
84. Had your picture in the newspaper
85. Kissed a stranger at midnight on New Year’s Eve

86. Visited Parliament House
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
88. Had chickenpox

89. Saved someone’s life
90. Sat on a jury
91. Met someone famous
92. Joined a book club
93. Got a tattoo
94. Had a baby

95. Seen the Dog on the Tuckerbox in person
96. Swam in the ocean
97. Been involved in a law suit
98. Owned a mobile phone
99. Been stung by a bee

Monday, March 8, 2010

some amazing stuff

today i was chatting to a friend on facebook, when my new tarot cards arrived....

there are the Divine Tarot by Ciro Marchetti..

I was shuffling them just to get a feel for them....

and then i felt the need to pull three cards for my friend

i got

4 of Cups
The Lovers
Faith (Hierophant)

I said that he had been feeling like he was "struck in a Rut"
self absorbed, failure to find meaning in his life

Yes to all the above he said (or typed as we were on facebook teehee)

Said that he was at a crossroads and need to make a decision be that morally or ethically.....about an upcoming important decision...a choice between vice and virtue

Said that to teach is to learn and that a teacher/mentor was coming his way...

He said wow...

so did i!!!!


Saturday, March 6, 2010

could be a while

Had to cancel little girls birthday party tomorrow as I'm not up to it, still very tired and now it would seem that I've come down with a cold....

which on it's own would not have bothered me...but due to spider bite...but as my immune system is it would seem am i....

I feel that i have been hit by a mack truck....

hopefully will OK in a few days....but as house is a mess and i don't have the energies to clean it...really not up for lots of people to entertain either...

will make it up to little girl on her other birthdays


Thursday, March 4, 2010

Happy 1st Birthday Dear Olivia

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Spiderwomen update

well i can now swing from the ceiling and have a new job as a window cleaner!!!

only kidding,

I am better now, i went to the matar on Mon night and ended up having antibiotic not the anti-venom as there were too many side effects of the anti-venom.

I am very grateful that i was the one bitten and not my children as the pain was bad.....

Now i am on strong antibiotics and will see how long it takes to be 100% better....Dr said anywhere from 10 days to 2 months!!!!

Thanks to all those that have been sending my reiki and calling / emailing to see how i've been....

Jewell xxx

Monday, March 1, 2010

oh dear

one thinks that i may have been bitten by a red back.....spider that is for those not in the know..

well I'm not dead so i must be ok....

very, very sore arm..

very, very red and itchy.....