Picutures of DollyGirl & Bear

some more artwork!!!!

This one has no name yet...still not sure what it's all about really

My attempt at creativity!!!!

I decided to do a naming picture for DollyGirl as i did for Bear....here's the end result...what do you think?

Do we have the right?

Long post...

I would like to get some things off my chest……

Here is some background into this issue…..

My younger sister…(in the UK) who will be know as Sis from now on, has just had a little boy called “little John” (my nickname for him) and like DollyGirl has colic…he has it a little worse than her as he also has a hernia in his groin which pops out if he screams/cries too much…..so she is going through a pretty tough time…now unlike myself she does not have the support of her Hubby…he is a Tool, that is one of the better things that I have called him in the past……my family all think he is an absolute DHead….of the highest kind….

When their first son “brainbox” was born it took the DHead 6 months to get the nursery ready for him..that’s 6 months after he was born mind you!!!! The poor boy was too big for his bassinet at that stage so was not sleeping very well at all. So I was hoping that he would be a wee bit better this time round…

NOT

So far Little John as no stroller cover, bouncer or swing etc as it is all still up in the loft..no that’s right it doesn’t have to be brought so it’s not a money issue it’s all there but in the loft…….why I here you all ask….because DHead is a lazy SOAB…..

When Little John needs to be winded he needs to be walked around upright due to his colic…but DHead of course just sits on the bed cos it’s too hard to walk around right…..WRONG

So Sis has to take Little John as he is screaming and will wake up Brainbox……plus it could also upset his hernia……

DHead writes down everytime Little John, poo’s, wee’s, feeds, sleeps etc in a little book…..WHY……it’s not to help Sis to let her see if Little John has a sleep pattern or feeding pattern…NO it’s so that he can turn around and let Sis know if she is not doing something it way he feel it should be done!!!!

Now Sis was always a very strong minded women…but I’m not sure where that person has gone….my elder sister…NurseMum…told me that the other day when they were there to visit Sis asked DHead if she could open a window in the lounge room as they were all locked!!!! It’s your house too…just open the god damn window…..

We don’t think that he is physically abusive but he is certainly mentally…NurseMum told me that DHead had told Sis that when Brainbox was born he was afraid to come home as he thought he would come home to find that she had killed herself as she had bad post natal depression……WTF…why would you even say that to your wife!!!! DHead had the audacity to say that Sis had told him that she wanted to end it all!!!!!

NurseMum thinks that DHead has got worse since my Dad died as we know that he was afraid of him…as Dad would speak up if he heard DHead talk to Sis or Brainbox like that….

Strange but he has never been rude or standoffish with me hehehe..i never let him plus I’ve given him a piece of my mind a few times when I lived in the UK plus when once over the phone from here!!!

What I want to know is….what the HELL can you do? As a practicing Witch it is very hard not to rush into doing spell or a ritual to throw something at DHead…but that’s not ethical no not at all…I live by “if it harm none so mote it be” so I has been asking for guidance in this matter as I know Sis needs help and support so far nothing has come through…

What are your thoughts/feeling on the whole thing……

Bugs, bugs and more bugs.....

We are all sick in the King household....Bear has a sore throat and cough...Hubby and i have got a very nasty gastric bug...and DollyGirl is getting over a sore throat thing..........hmmmm a good night was not had by any last night....Hubby's gastric bug hit him at 4pm mine waited a little while until 2.30am...thankfully I'd just fed DollyGirl...

Water is about the only thing that I'm taking and that is still going straight through me...phew....

Only hoping and praying that the kids don't get this gastric bug...that would not be any fun

I do have news

How could i have forgot to post this???

My Mum is coming over on the 15th Oct for a whole month....yeah.....

so we are looking at going to spend about 5 days in the Bay to go dolphin watching etc...with the kids....

Will be greathaving her here....it will be the last time through as she is over 73 so a long trip like this is not something he could do again

No much to say

Well i haven't posted for a couple of days..cos i don't have much to say really...just that all's the same here in Jewell land and that's about it.....

PPS

My toe is all black and yucky...broken for sure...not sure if I'm going to go get it X-rayied cos you cant do anything with a broken toe....

Will see how it is in the morning....

night all

PS

I think i've broken my little toe on my right foot....oh no

Tattoo

I have been thinking now since DollyGirl was born...what sort of tattoo to have done to represent her....as her 2ND name is Rose that seems like the likely option.....i have been looking on the net and have come up with some designs but need to sit down and draw some out!!!!

What's in a noise

Today DollyGirl made the cutest little noise and I fell head over heels in love......

Today I have felt Angels around me......

Today I turned a corner.....

Today I found out that one small thing can make a difference

The end is near....

Only about 11 days to go until DollyGirl is 3 months...that's from her actual birth date.....not her due date....

So then it will be all plain sailing and happy days from then on.....yes it will be...it will...I'm telling you it will be hehehehe

You know as i have been reading other blogs over the pass year or so...it has struck me that i am a very Lucky person...i didn't have a bad childhood, i was not abused in anyway, I've not done drugs, never had an alcohol problem (that could change though!!) and in most of my relationship's i have always been the one to call the shots, plus my kids are not yet that independent that they have problems of their own to deal with...

So although i read all your posts and comment sometimes i feel a bit of a fraud because I've never been through any real tough times...yes i know my Dad died 2 years ago this June but so have a lot of other peoples...

All i can do in most cases is send love to you i hope that this is enough

Strange but true

Had an argument with my mum the other night over the phone...all because mum wanted to tell me that DollyGirl would be better off not wrapped so that she could get her knees up to her chest to relieve her pain....duh mum like i haven't thought of that one myself...but all i really wanted was for her to say, you're doing a good job and it's not long too go...

Then my sister who has Little John...also with colic rang to say that she knows what I'm going through and just for that time on the phone with her i so wished that i was back in England so that we could go through this together....

Oh well as i said to my mum it was my chose to live over here and no i would not move back to England cos it's way to cold and wet for me !!!!

My little sis did say that mum may keep going on about wanting to help us.....but she asked her to come help her this week and mum is only an hour away from my little sis but mum said she didn't feel like it!!! WTF

Wishing my life away

I'm sitting here wishing it was this time next year...yes that's right cos then DollyGirl would be over a year old and so over this crap....

I wonder what happy!!!! events i would miss if i could fast forward my life...i would miss out on Bear's third birthday and dollyGirl's first Christmas but so what i say!!!!!

Happy Mother's Day?!

Well today was a strange day for me.....it start at 4am...yes DollyGirl was not playing ball....night before she slept from 8:30pm to 1:30am then until 5am....great said mum....not last night...Hubby got up but was not happy Jan about it...so DollyGirl picks up on this and plays up!!! she goes back to sleep for an hour...then Mum brings into her bed coz I'm not getting up again at 5am...so all good, she slept til 6:30am so did mum.....

but today she has not wanted to be in her cot...loved the stroller....not cot....hmmm maybe she thinks it's her mothers day!!!! got to be next and close to her mum!!!!!

oh well today is almost over...I'm off to bed when Bear goes to bed..in about 1/5 hour then hopefully will get at least 3 hours in before next feed.....

Joy of motherhood


Happy mothers day to all you mums out there......it's a privilege to be a mum

Very tired...but what's new

i have got some nasty little bug...which makes me feel like a truck has lost control and ran into me....and completely flatten me.....plus I've been so cold today...I've had four layers on and the air con....hmmmm

plus DollyGirl is over tired and only sleeping for 45 mins at a time so it's a fight to get her back to sleep...oh the joys of parenthood!!!!

Every cloud

Well Sunday night was great...had lots of sleep...Monday not so crash hot as poor DollyGirl did not seem to get out of her car capsule as she was in it when i went to pick her up from GG then in it to go to Cranio, then to Nan & Pop's then back home for a feed then back to pick Bear up from daycare...

Hench why today she did not want to sleep in her cot and it was mum pushing her in the stroller most of today to get her to sleep...one very over tired baby....

at least she did sleep and she seems to be getting better in her up times now.....loves the dummy but cant keep it in her month...hmmm i wonder if duck taping it to her month is allowed?...only kidding

I survived a night off!!!

My most wonderful MIL or GG as i like to call her...took DollyGirl for the night last night...and i survived ok...

Was a little upset when i was going to bed...but that was coz i was missing her...not coz GG could not cope or anything could go wrong...

you know it has really made me realise that i did have postnatal depression with Bear...as i would never have been able to let him stay overnight at 8 weeks old even through i really needed it...i only let GG have Bear when he was 10 months old and even then was very upset and unsure the whole time!!! well you know what they say about mothers and their sons

Sometimes it takes a little thing to open your eyes

and i slept from 9pm til 6:30am...woooooooohoooooooooo