I have wanted to write a post for a lone time but nothing seems to come, or if it does it's in the middle of the night and there is no way in hell I'm getting up to blog then...my sleep is precious to me :-)
Mum's visit has put a lot of things into perspective for me, i had thought that we would have lots of D&M's when she was out here, but it was officious in the first couple of days that Mum is just not that sort of person. She does not like to talk about her feelings very much...and i am beginning to see that i too share this trait with her.
I talk alot, but not about how i really feel.
We did have some great talks about my Dad and what we remembered about him etc...that was wonderful.
I also got a lovely compliment from my Mum, she said is was a "great little mother" high praise indeed from your own mother.
There is so much more i feel i need to write, but it's hard to find the words. I am going through some stuff at the moment and am wondering where it will lead me....can only wait and see
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
finding the words..it can be hard
Posted by Jewell at 5:12 PM
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2 reflections:
Missed you on Monday night. You don't need to capture your thoughts in your blog to work through them - perhaps a more private forum is what you need. Being around people who have known us a long time, particularly if we share more than just history as we do with our family, can often leave us in a state of deep reflection. Do what you have to do to work through it but don't stay in your head too long as the silly season is upon us and you wouldn't want to miss out on all of the fun stuff and the making of memories for your children. Sending you blessings of clarity and self-assuredness and, as always, much love ♥
yes we missed you on Monday and Wednesday ( full moon ) - hoping to see you soon!w.w.
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