Thoughts and Good Friends

I have so many thoughts going around in my head at the moment that it's making me dizzy.....

Sometimes i feel that i would love to take the top off of my head and just let them all float away....

I should just do that but maybe...

Oh what am i saying i would never be able to let them go...that would be too easy right?

I want to do whats best for my kids and I but i am not really sure what the best is...

again too many thoughts

too many ideas...

too many what if's

but a have some very great friends who are happy to listen to me going on about the said too many thoughts in my head...and they give me some very good advice too about those thoughts too.


to my very dearest friend....don't worry i'm not about to jump into anything without prior thought!!!!!